Friday, January 26, 2007
I Hate To Be Compared
Yesterday, I went to my high school, SMKN 20 Jakarta. I went to there because I had to do something for my high school after I get scholarship from UBL and also as a thankful to my high school. First, I didn't know what would I do for my high school, I thought that my friend has known what would we do, but we didn't know at all. With a little idea, we went to there and our plan was discuss with our teachers about what have we do for them.
And we just went to there, and met all of my teachers. There were so many responses from my teacher about me, glad, missed (maybe) and standard. but there are many teachers who compared me with other students.
Like this: first they asked to me, "Where are you now? Work or Continue your study?" and I answered they question "I continue my study in Universitas Budi Luhur" and you know what are their responses after they knew that I continued my study in UBL, "I thought you continue (accepted) your study in STAN! There is your friend who is accepted in STAN, and one in IPB and UI and in other state universities! So now you are not in STAN?" and my English teacher said to me "There's your friend who would get scholarship in US, because of his TOEIC score was so high, and actually if he would, I'd take him abroad to US, but because he's shy boy, he rejected my offer but now he continued his study in IPB!" and my heart said "Pliiiiiis, why did my teacher ask me like that?" I know that I'm not genius enough like them, but please do not compare me with others because everybody are different each other.
I know that the purpose of my teacher told me about that was just wanted to inform me about all of my friend. But which made me hurt is they manner, they're just like to compared me to other and proved to me that I'm not a success man!
7:11 AM
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
Get Decreased
OMG, I couldn't realized my plan, Increase my GPA for this semester! In fact there are 2 subjects B and 1 subject C, so the result I just get 3.57 for GPS and my GPA is decrease to be 3.58!
Oh God, What's goin' on with my self, I have studied hard and supported with praying!
Wish next semester I can increase my IPK and keep to be Cum Laude!
1:18 PM
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
End of Final Exam
Alhamdulillah, Today I have finished all of exam for this semester. And I have seen my scores but not all, and one side I felt so glad because a subject that actually I'm not so sure that I'll get except C, but the result, I get B !
but the other side, a subject that I'm so sure that I'll get A, but in fact I just get B! OMG what's goin' on?
So far I'm so glad and thankful because I can increase my IPK for this semester
4:33 PM
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Monday, January 1, 2007
Nothing In My Nu Year Eve
Both of My Nu Year Eve was canceled...
First with my oldskul friends in Senior High School, after I confirm with one of my friend, she said that our party will not be held because a place that we will use for that party is will be used by my friend's family, so we didn't have any place to celebrate Nu Year Eve,
I think it's still ok, because I still have one more party in my Lecturer Home, so I confirm to my friend that I can join with them, but my friend reply my message that he can't join that party because there's noone who will come to that party and also he don't know the place exactly.
So the result, I don't go anywhere to celebrate Nu Year, and I just stay at home and watch tv and count down the time alone.....
Anyway, Happy Nu Year 2007 for all of You, Wish in 2007 we can reach all of our resolutions.
12:26 PM
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