Friday, January 26, 2007

I Hate To Be Compared

Yesterday, I went to my high school, SMKN 20 Jakarta. I went to there because I had to do something for my high school after I get scholarship from UBL and also as a thankful to my high school. First, I didn't know what would I do for my high school, I thought that my friend has known what would we do, but we didn't know at all. With a little idea, we went to there and our plan was discuss with our teachers about what have we do for them.

And we just went to there, and met all of my teachers. There were so many responses from my teacher about me, glad, missed (maybe) and standard. but there are many teachers who compared me with other students.

Like this: first they asked to me, "Where are you now? Work or Continue your study?" and I answered they question "I continue my study in Universitas Budi Luhur" and you know what are their responses after they knew that I continued my study in UBL, "I thought you continue (accepted) your study in STAN! There is your friend who is accepted in STAN, and one in IPB and UI and in other state universities! So now you are not in STAN?" and my English teacher said to me "There's your friend who would get scholarship in US, because of his TOEIC score was so high, and actually if he would, I'd take him abroad to US, but because he's shy boy, he rejected my offer but now he continued his study in IPB!" and my heart said "Pliiiiiis, why did my teacher ask me like that?" I know that I'm not genius enough like them, but please do not compare me with others because everybody are different each other.

I know that the purpose of my teacher told me about that was just wanted to inform me about all of my friend. But which made me hurt is they manner, they're just like to compared me to other and proved to me that I'm not a success man!

7:11 AM

>>>